Ed the 3rd Posted August 11, 2013 Posted August 11, 2013 I don't know why either. its nearly been 2 years but I still have bad dreams about how things could of turned out. I was really depressed back then and she was the one thing that made me happy. She wasn't anything spectacular either maybe its just because of how unhappy I was and her presence made my life more bearable. I still think about how it would of turned out if I hadn't been such an inexperienced unattractive idiot and wasn't quite overweight at the time. I'm a totally different person now. The worst part isn't that I wasn't brutally shot down either. I actually had a chance and I messed it up because I'm an idiot. Any advice? I know this is incredibly dumb but its actually bothering me. I can't get rid of it by choice.
Author Ed the 3rd Posted August 11, 2013 Author Posted August 11, 2013 Thanks for the advertisement -_-
Renard99 Posted August 11, 2013 Posted August 11, 2013 (edited) I appreciate you're after help but steady on with the thread bumps mate, this is a global board, many people were probably still sleeping when you posted that. As for your first crush, I just think you need to accept that what happened, happened. I know that's not easy but what has happened is in the past and you can't change that. Simply take the lessons that you've learnt and look towards the future. We've all made mistakes, whether it be in relationships, career choices or simply choosing from a menu. None of us can change the fact we made these mistakes and we must accept that, but, what we can all do is make sure they don't happen again having learnt the lessons. Maybe it's time to put yourself out there again and show yourself that you're better than the person you were? Edited August 11, 2013 by Renard99 1
Author Ed the 3rd Posted August 11, 2013 Author Posted August 11, 2013 (edited) I didn't double bump btw some goon posted an advert in the thread. I assume he was banned and his posts deleted. And yeah maybe it is. I need to go back to college as lord knows I could drop dead and only my immediate family would really care as it stands. And I have failed after her. Maybe its because the rest were on OLD but every time it just always go's back to her. I dreamt about her last night completely out of the blue. It wasn't anything perverted either it was just me imagining how things would of been if I wasn't an idiot. Edited August 11, 2013 by Ed the 3rd
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