Cocochai Posted August 10, 2013 Posted August 10, 2013 I told him how I really felt. I usually say its best to write it to yourself and never send it off but I recently did the same thing to another guy (ignore him and being insensitive towards his feeling) so I told him why so he could top reaching out as well. So that gave me the drive to truly show the XmM how I felt (yes I can be a hot head once I totally feel disrespected). lol I made numerous post on my situation but to make the long story short he's been hot/cold and showed his true character once the Dday happened and started treating me differently because I knew his BS was getting suspicious. I felt he was taking advantage of knowing I still had feelings for him yet totally disregarded my feelings of me seeing everything still on FB. When I told him how I felt he didn't respond and blew me off. When I still tried to show him I'm still okay if you still want to remain friends but he cut me short again. I told him today I was pretty much over it but, didn't deserve the treatment he gave me being insensitive when we both knew the deal and I purposely stopped the A because I also knew he was trying to make things right w/ his W. I'm not upset about that at all, what I felt was he knew I wasn't going to disrespect his family or tell his wife, I stayed pretty much in my lane and I pulled away when I felt I wanted more. I wasn't an emotional train calling his cell all the time or texting. I pretty much knew the deal and left quietly. Yet he was insensitive towards my feelings of seeing everything in my face giving me a "get over it" attitude. In a nut shell I do not care if he doest but I know I didn't deserve that treatment after a year and a half you crying on my shoulders. Yes we both know ur M and ur not leaving but he needs to be more careful how he blows people off or it will next time back fire on him when he decides to have an A agin. That really helped as I turned my cell off in case he tired to get disrespectful even more and piss me off. My friend is coming over later and he said he'd check my phone for me and erase. I couldn't let him walk away w/ out knowing how I felt and hopefully this will stop him in his tracks of contacting me in the future to play on my emotions. I know I was missing what we had.... But it was all of course a lie.
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