Omei Posted August 9, 2013 Posted August 9, 2013 So im in 5th month NC from my 5 year relationship, made a few mistakes broke contact a few times never turned out well always re applied nc. Yesterday I realized that I had gone 2 days without thinking about my ex and at least 3 weeks without crying AMAZING!!!! I look at the relationship and see it so clearly for what it was he left me but I was so unhappy I was sad for a long time I thought I was broken now I am okay!! I have even started to watch romance movies again and listen to the silly love songs I used to love :-P I never thought I would get here I thought he was the one I thought I would be jaded forever. I have been a through a lot with men, through many relationships adusive, cheating even really good relationships that just didn't work out. This last one tho so far was the love of my life (so far) I hope there will be another. LS has taught me a lot about loving myself and and knowing im worth more. I have read posts everyday for months of people going through the same pain almost like an addiction, it made me feel better and better knowing I wasnt alone and I never thought I would get here and I never thought id find the sweet girl in me to love again but I have and theres no rush but I cant wait to fall in love again <3 Thank you LS you helped me in so many ways idk how id be without you. You were a huge part in my healing :-] 3
Knoxpwns Posted August 9, 2013 Posted August 9, 2013 theres no rush but I cant wait to fall in love again Couldn't agree more with that line ^.^ had things worked out I would have stayed woth her forever. But she left me, and I can't wait to feel the butterflies again Sounds like you're making great progress. I'm glad you're feeling happy
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