nick01675 Posted August 5, 2013 Posted August 5, 2013 (edited) Hey, I don't know what to say but i need to vent. I'l make it short. I had a relationship for 6 months Break up on Feb 1 .. No contact from march. Was tough initially i followed NC strictly and 2 months back a random guy updated her details though i didn't ask for(I had posted that story in my previous post) had ups and down after that and i was feeling good for the last couple of weeks. I constantly kept thinking if I had moved on or not as i was feeling kinda nice and never felt like this before. I had new job and was happy (not very happy but better than the previous month) Yesterday my friend was in my neighborhood and was talking to me on phone and he saw her with another guy and she waved at him and said hi and whats up .. I could hear her voice and i recognized. My friend told she was with a guy on a bike he just said hi to her and walked past her. I don't know why this is happening I avoid her and her updates keep coming from someone or the other.. Now I know I havn't moved on because I feel crap!!!. Back to square one. Is there any end to this or will it get worse? I losing hope. Edited August 5, 2013 by nick01675
keepontruckin Posted August 5, 2013 Posted August 5, 2013 Well, it can't get any worse for you at this point, so it can only get better I suppose...
Author nick01675 Posted August 5, 2013 Author Posted August 5, 2013 What if I see her? Sheesh!! Im scared to go out now.
keepontruckin Posted August 5, 2013 Posted August 5, 2013 What if I see her? Sheesh!! Im scared to go out now. I ran into my soon to be ex wife at the grocery store not too long ago. If I hadn't initiated contact, I doubt she would have. Just a "hope you're doing well" kind of small talk. Honestly? She was not the person that I thought I knew... I would've had a better convo with a homeless crack addict, to be quite honest, as he would've probably shown more emotion and compassion...
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