Arianna_xoxo Posted August 1, 2013 Posted August 1, 2013 (edited) I wasn't looking into getting a relationship as I've had my heart broken once before but he kept insisting and we started dating. Things were going well but we would argue often as we're both very outspoken and opinionated. Except when it came to our relationship, we were both so broken. We dated for a few months and I fell completely in love with him and I could tell he was falling just as bad. Here's when it falls apart. When we met we were both waiting to hear back from schools, him from his masters and me from law schools. We had talked about it and had decided to stay together while in school. Well we both got into our schools in cities 2 hours away from each other. A couple of weeks before he started school he started up act very distant. He eventually broke up with me saying he needs to ignore his feelings and do this for the both of us. Saying if we kept our relationship going and if it was to end a few months or a year down the road it would screw us up emotionally while we're in school and we will both fall apart. We kept going back and forth for the next couple of weeks. I told him I loved him, and I hadn't told him because I didn't think he felt the same. He said it wasn't fair to tell him now. That he won't tell me his real feelings in return because it would make things harder. He said he wanted me to stay in his life but I can't do that. I know it was a short time together but I love this guy more than anything and its killing me. I don't know what to do. I have been trying LC because he still texts me to talk, and says he's emotional sometimes but trying to deal, keeping busy. I fall apart everytime we talk. I have maintained NC for 3 days now and it's killing me. Sorry for the long post guys. Just venting. Hope everyone is staying strong Edited August 1, 2013 by a LoveShack.org Moderator
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