turnerik Posted July 29, 2013 Posted July 29, 2013 I want to hate my ex, maybe then I'll stop crying over what we have. I want to hate her for lying to me. She told me we would be back together in two weeks. a lie. She told me to just wait for her and we would be back together. A lie. My ex asked me to not date anyone. I even turned down a gorgeous girls advancing in college. She actually asked me out and I said no. I said no to an amazing girl who I had more in common with than my ex. A few weeks later that girl got a boyfriend and I lost my chance with her. Now my ex won't even talk to me. She deletes me on Facebook, and won't even respond to my one letter I sent her asking for some of my stuff back. I want to hate her, but I can't. I love her too much to hate her. Every song either reminds me of us or our break-up. It's been over 4 months and she is still always on my mind. Sure it's a little less, but she is always there. Everything reminds me of her. The places I'm happiest at, I was happy at with her. I love going to baseball games, but every time I'm there I'm reminded of her. There's times I have to just go away from people because I feel like crying. I'm 20 years old and I can't get over a girl. I still have thoughts of not living. I thought I was over them, but there are still times I don't want to live. I'm not going to hurt myself, but I get depressed I even have those thoughts. I want to re-invent myself because I am moving, but I don't know how. I was told time heals everything, but it hasn't. We dated for 3 1/2 years, had our lives planned together. People who don't know we broke up ask about her all the time. How come you aren't with you girlfriend. I say we broke up, and they go that's too bad, you seemed like the perfect couple. I hear those words in my head everyday now. "The Perfect Couple" I just don't know what to do anymore!
Silver bell Posted July 29, 2013 Posted July 29, 2013 (edited) She is just not worth it...you dont have to hate her... But try to do something better for your self... You'll see... Show her its her lost... Edited July 29, 2013 by Silver bell Wrong spelling
alexDaOne Posted July 30, 2013 Posted July 30, 2013 I use to be with a girl similar to this. This how ever seems to be more severe. My friend you need to let this girl go. Trust me on this. Shes simply fooling with you. Just stop talking to her and she will try and talk to you again more than likely. You will fall in love with a much more compatible girl as I did. Just please trust me on this. Your situation sounds similar to what I went through once. I know that feeling of wanting her no matter what. Just stop communicating with her !!! Trust me.
Recommended Posts