The strangest thing keeps happening..can anyone shed some light?

[SmithJ]

The strangest thing has been happening to me these past couple of days (I'm sure you all know me by now, if not you can read my posts)

 

Well, every time my ex pops into my head so does a really loud screaming noise (which is me) and the thought goes. It's so so strange. I've never had anything like this before and admittedly I've cried the past couple of nights at bed time (probably because I'm a little lonely) but I think I'm turning a bit of a corner in the sense that I don't want him back but understanding that my feelings are of loneliness rather than actually missing him as a person.

 

Can anyone shed some light on this screaming thing. I feel a bit strange about it, I hope it doesn't mean anything bad! Is it just part of the process?

 

Anyway, it's payday today so I am going to wander round the city and treat myself to something nice

[Philosoraptor]

Sounds like an internal reaction to protect yourself from pain and help you get past the thoughts faster. Not a bad thing at all.

 

Enjoy your time in the city

[SmithJ]

Yeah maybe. I spoke to my mum about it and she said I just need to relax a bit more.

 

Shopping was so good! I spoilt myself. Now I'm about to have a long hot bubble bath and read my new book. Heaven!