acid_man Posted October 28, 2004 Posted October 28, 2004 hey well im writing because i have no were to go im pretty messed up my ex with i was with for 3 years split at new years but we was seeing each other since last month i really love this girl she was my soul mate and my best friend but i didnt ask her back out because im a dick, our relationship was so good for the last 2yrs we went throught a lot togeather and that made us really close but the 3rd we argued loads and she couldnt take it so we said we would still be togeather but not in a relationship and that was great we had so many special moments, but just after i left for uni she got with this guy and i was heart broken. so i try telling her how i feel but this is making her cry and upset but she is my best friend and i needed to talk about it all our mates say im a dick for telling her and trying to breake them up but i didnt want to do that. but its really hard when i see her and speak to her all we do is talk about us and all the happy parts and this is really messing me up beacuse i do still wanna get back with her because i really do love her and i can see my self with out any one apart from her , iv stopped eating properly, i cant sleep i have nightmares about her, i can get with girls because there not her, iv stopped going into uni all iv been doing is getting really wasted and getting stoned. but the other day she told me she was reading high feditly and it was like our relationship and we spoke about it and i told her that i made a breake up disc before we broke up but i didnt give it to her and she wants it. i dont know if we will every get back togeather i realy hope so. you dont know what you got til its gone thanks mike
hulavie Posted October 28, 2004 Posted October 28, 2004 Hey Mike, Sounds like the two of you still have very strong feelings for each other but are not really ready to give your relationship a second chance. I feel sorry for you mostly because it sounds like you have been 'torturing' yourself over the break up. ...... do love her and i can see my self with out any one apart from her , iv stopped eating properly, i cant sleep i have nightmares about her, i can get with girls because there not her, iv stopped going into uni all iv been doing is getting really wasted and getting stoned That's not good at all. It's time for you to make a decision. Stand up and say whether * you want the second chance. You must have reason to believe why this second chance will work out for both of you OR * you are both going separate ways for good..... aka moving on wallowing in sorrow alone will get you no where. and when you say, you have been cutting classes and all..... look! this situation has already begun affecting your FUTURE all break ups are tough. most of us have been there. and now, i do feel very sorry that you are facing this. know that this feeling will not last forever..... so how soon is this sucky feelings gonna last....? that's for you to decide. Hope you feel better soon. Keep LS posted
Author acid_man Posted October 28, 2004 Author Posted October 28, 2004 the thing is we are really close, and she is with this guy so i cant really say give me another chance because every one would think im being a dick for breaking them up, she told me today that her and him are the same they have the same feelings im really hung up over this girl iv had so many chances to get back with her but i didnt wanna have the arguemants and now i wish i had got back with her. but now i guess i have to get my life sorted its gonna hurt but i guess its for the best
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