littlehope Posted July 24, 2013 Posted July 24, 2013 (edited) Is it due to lonely feelings that I am thinking / reminded of my ex so much, whom I left over 2 years ago? I never felt that I truly loved him, but no guy has ever treated me like he did and I doubt I will find it again. We were in a LDR for nearly 2 years, and I was inexperienced, I kept trying to figure out what it was I was feeling for him, cos it was something. He was a big comfort, a good listener, a good friend but something was missing. After him I met guys I felt stronger for but they didn't like me as much, yet this ex of mine keeps popping up in my memory nearly every day, and I don't miss him, I was quite frustrated and angry when I left him as he was clinging on to me not beliving I would ever find someone as good as him.. And he's been right.. I have virtually given up on dating, it just keeps getting worse for every guy I meet. When I left him I felt like I was still a whitish canvas with a lot of "potential" but nowadays I don't think I could attract a nice horse. And I keep fit, I got plenty of interests, job, am a student, know lots of people but as soon as I visit my sibling where my ex was with me once I just keep seeing him, I remember exactly what he did, moved, said Edited July 24, 2013 by littlehope
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