Author Steve11 Posted July 23, 2013 Author Posted July 23, 2013 It's for my bday, I was mates with him first, seeing him doesnt set me back. He told me that he knows what she's like & I should tell her to f*ck off.
Zahara Posted July 23, 2013 Posted July 23, 2013 It's for my bday, I was mates with him first, seeing him doesnt set me back. He told me that he knows what she's like & I should tell her to f*ck off. I said that because you mentioned you would walk off. That would mean she could possibly show up. That is why I mentioned that it would be best to stay away from possile bump-ins.
Author Steve11 Posted July 23, 2013 Author Posted July 23, 2013 We are heading out into town for my bday. I don't think anything will happen, because she knows I'll be there and won't want to see me either. I'm just over analysing.
Author Steve11 Posted July 23, 2013 Author Posted July 23, 2013 Seriously, I haven't been able to stop thinking about her. I'm not going to contact her but I want to. I've gone round a mates but its not helping.
Zahara Posted July 23, 2013 Posted July 23, 2013 Seriously, I haven't been able to stop thinking about her. I'm not going to contact her but I want to. I've gone round a mates but its not helping. You're going to feel this way for awhile. This is normal. The bad feelings aren't just going to go away just because you went to a mate's house and you just had contact again so you opened that wound again. If you want to contact her, go ahead. But I suggest you print out all your threads and read them. Maybe that will remind you of the abuse.
Author Steve11 Posted July 23, 2013 Author Posted July 23, 2013 We used to watch a program together, it was the last in the series tonight. We spoke about it on Saturday. I wanted to message her about it, but suppose it won't get me anywhere or help me. I miss her. I'm an idiot for it
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