theonlyjuan Posted July 19, 2013 Posted July 19, 2013 I have discovered more and more about myself lately. The issues I have with not wanting to be alone, jumping from relationship to relationship. The convincing myself I love them etc. I have always wanted to be a personal trainer, but I always put it off. After my breakup I threw myself into the gym, it's what I know and I guess it is my comfort zone. I am getting more and more ripped and keeping my muscle. I look really healthy, even my ex said I looked good and really healthy when she saw me. I have noticed I am getting more looks from girls, than I was. I am addicted to working out right now, I am determined to get a 6 pack. It makes me feel so good and refreshed. I can let out all my aggression during exercise. Today I woke up and didn't even think of my ex. Whenever I thought about her during the day, I honestly did not care at all! It feels like for the first time in AGES! I am looking out for myself. I am doing the things I love, even playing guitar regularly again. I am just so focused on my gym stuff right now, I just feel like I couldn't care less about my ex right now. This my not last, I hope it does. It feels good to not constantly think of her and feel sad. Today, I finally did it! I enrolled on a personal trainer course I will become a qualified PT by early next year! WoooHoooo!! I can't believe I neglected all this, for the girls I was with. For the first time in so long, I feel like my life is heading in the right direction So please , take some positive action! Do something you always wanted to do. For-fill your dreams and do all those things you may have put off because of your ex partner Even if this happy feelings lasts for a day, it's enough to keep me going. It feels so good to feel this way 2
Chi townD Posted July 19, 2013 Posted July 19, 2013 AWESOME DUDE!!! You're finally starting to heal. Yeah, things may peak and valley once in a while, but you're definitely headed in the right direction!
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