LovelyScars Posted July 18, 2013 Posted July 18, 2013 I was in a long distance relationship with a guy who I truly Loved. We broke up seven months ago perhaps eight & we dated for one year and seven months. Although I am the one who ended the relationship I still find myself missing him. I can't even talk about him without crying, I believed love was so amazing and everything would work out. We promised each other so many things that it just seemed to be going great. Although I am somewhat happy in my new relationship.(He tends to be traveling, going places, outdoors guy.) I realized how alone I am, with my ex he was there always messaging me/skyping/playing online with me and now there's nothing. I do my best to not compare the two especially since they both are completely different I still find myself wondering if I will regret not going to Canada with the man I loved, but I am young so it would've been foolish and stupid. He never did come all those times he said he would, even though he said he had the money, I knew he liked another girl and even took her out..Yet I loved him so much. I have no contact with him, he decided to cut it all off. No Skype/ Facebook/ texting. Nothing as it should be right? But I want him to be my friend but he says only if I will be his. My new boyfriend is very understanding yet I feel like I am a horrible person for having these feelings. I am coping slowly though, my ex doesn't cross my mind as much and I do my best to stay busy. I read, draw, write stories, even go out. I started closing my feelings off as well, I didn't want to love anyone but my new boyfriend makes me slowly trust again. But I still wonder if this regret is only for now. "Long Gone And Moved On - The Script" This song seems to make me smile, it is all so bittersweet to me. Anyone have any tips that would be nice, thank you. No hateful comments please.
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