I'm stuck between acceptance and sadness, and I want to move on dammit!

[purplemania]

I know I'm going to be just fine without him eventually.

 

I know that there will come a time when I won't think about him anymore with all the emotion laced to it.

 

I know that I'm my own person and that I will feel happy and fulfilled again.

 

But right now, I'm standing on the threshold between the last phase of emotional break-up and the one before that.

 

It's really, really annoying. Because I know I'm doing fine, I know I'll feel even better later, and yet I still miss him and want to reach out to him, and I hate it.

 

I feel like I'm wasting my time every time I think about him. I just want to move on. But I don't know what other steps to take at this point. I'm going out a lot, got a new job this summer, working on a few art projects, taking gymnastics lessons.

 

I just feel drained. And I almost resent the dumper, because he probably dropped me the day I went NC 2 months ago, and has never thought back.

 

How am I supposed to finally, FINALLY get over him?

Edited July 16, 2013 by purplemania

[Philosoraptor]

Be patient and find forgiveness. Resentment is not going to bring peace to your heart. Just continue to put this person out of your mind, forgive the past, and look forward to a bright and happy future.

[Jenny1234]

Time! Time heals all wounds. I'm 3 months out of a breakup and I still feel the same way. Just stay away and keep your distance and don't let your head get the best of you. The grass isn't always greener on the other side! Stay strong