AllTooWell Posted July 15, 2013 Posted July 15, 2013 I worked an ungodly long shift, had a huge paper due, and officially hit 2 weeks NC (the longest we haven't spoken since we met). It was nice, in a way, because I was so busy I was completely distracted and not able to dwell on it. Until I was heading home and a series of painful songs came on shuffle. Which I of course, took the martyr stance and listened to them, and proceeded to want to bawl my eyes out and beg for him to take me back. (I didn't. Thankfully. Just being honest ) My mom (I'm living with her for the summer before I go back to University) just left for a vacation. We are really close and suddenly this house is so empty. Last time she went away, he stayed with me every night so I wouldn't be so lonely. A pretty crappy day all in all. I even found myself wanting to break NC for the first time, knowing if I tell him how crap my day is, he will comfort me. I just thought I would post to vent a little of my own frustration and say hi to all you out there who had a rough day, who may have cried or may have broken NC, who miss their ex a little too much today. I feel you, but tomorrow is a new day. We can do this.
Flicka Posted July 16, 2013 Posted July 16, 2013 Congrats on 2 weeks no contact. That's a good milestone. Keep putting those weeks behind you and pretty soon you won't be counting them anymore. I'm typing this as much for my benefit as yours. I'm struggling tonight too 1
Author AllTooWell Posted July 16, 2013 Author Posted July 16, 2013 Congrats on 2 weeks no contact. That's a good milestone. Keep putting those weeks behind you and pretty soon you won't be counting them anymore. I'm typing this as much for my benefit as yours. I'm struggling tonight too I posted that last night and let me say that in the past 24 hours I have felt much, much better! Stay strong, tomorrow is another day in this rollercoaster
Flicka Posted July 16, 2013 Posted July 16, 2013 Glad to hear that. I hope I'm feeling your positivity soon
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