Steve11 Posted July 12, 2013 Posted July 12, 2013 I've been here before. To cut along story short I got back with the ex. I should of realised that nothing would of changed. I had my faults in the relationship. I got angry at times as reacted in ways that I'm embarrassed about. But, I really thought that the issues she had would change. She's insecure and very aggressive. At times I was treading on eggshells because i didn't know how she would react. She's hit me before and even spat at me. I've had things thrown at me. She'd constantly out me down saying i was stupid and a rubbish boyfriend. If she had a bad day at work, it was my fault and I would have to deal with her anger. If I wanted to do anything I would be made to feel guilty because I should be spending more time with her. Even if it was to see family i would have a curfew on when I needed to be back. I know I have to move on again and learn from my mistakes. But, after all the sh*t I went through, why do i still love her? We broke up 12 days ago. It's been 5 days NC.
AllTooWell Posted July 12, 2013 Posted July 12, 2013 I think many many many people as that exact question. The heart/brain is a strange thing. If you stick to NC, those feelings will fade. Eventually.
Author Steve11 Posted July 12, 2013 Author Posted July 12, 2013 It's mental. Nothing i done was ever good enough. I was her longest relationship, she had quite a few boyfriends previously but they never lasted. She punched her last boyfriend.
Follower Posted July 12, 2013 Posted July 12, 2013 Steve sorry to hear that. Man Hugs all round! Welcome back to L.S!
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