Dangraystyle Posted July 11, 2013 Posted July 11, 2013 (edited) A little backstory on my relationship before I explain my surreal experience. I had never been in a relationship before. I met a girl on a dating website. We texted each other all the time. So many great things and experiences I had never had before. I become too attached to her but no less than her i think. Unfortunately there was an hour distance between us and I was the only one who made the effort. I could never see her on weekends either as she went back to her hometown every time. Anyway I broke up with her because of to much texting and her not making an effort. This was 3 months ago, but there's still a pull at my heart that seems to linger when I let my guard down or having a bad day. We stayed in contact for a month after the BU but I couldn't take it anymore and went NC. I broke NC after 3 weeks and when we talk there is a coldness to her that I never experienced before. She also seems very indifferent to me. So I've blocked all communication now. Anyway too my surreal experience. I met a girl when I went to kavos in June. She was ok looking but not my type physically. However we had a lot in common. I was drunk the night we met and a bit annoyed because I don't like being drunk and out of control. So this girl was SUPER into me and my lack of caring to take it physical made her more interested. Now we were talking alone outside her hotel and the topic came upon my ex. They both played rugby and also had a bunch of other similarities. Now this girl taped into me and my whole being. She was like a psychologist saying all these things to me, that my ex used to say, caressing me exactly like my ex used to. She was digging deep into what went wrong with us and I spent a few minutes on the brink of tears answering her questions and before I knew it I was bawling my eyes out telling her things I had never told people before. So here I am, having a day where I'm thinking about both girls and why everything happened. What kills me the most is: Did she ever care about me? Is she not the wonderful person I thought she was? Looking into each others eyes as we held each other in the pitch black. I guess it doesn't really matter anymore, but that 1 night in kavos was the most surreal experience of my life. Edited July 11, 2013 by Dangraystyle
HereTodayGoneTomorow Posted August 5, 2014 Posted August 5, 2014 Out of curiousity - did you keep in touch with the girl you met in kavos?
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