McDonald Posted July 11, 2013 Posted July 11, 2013 LS it's been awhile! Well not really... It's been about a moth since I've been on here. I guess that's a good thing. Since schools been out, there's been no run ins. No real thoughts. I see that there's a we wave of members with new, but same stories. Just know that everyone here has gone through it, your not alone. I had the urge to check my Ex's Instagram today. Usually it's on private and we no longer follow each other, but I checked (shame, NC for life). Of course, it was no longer on private.. :/ So I saw 7 months of pics that I wanted to avoid of her and the OM However, I didn't get that sick feeling. I actually felt okay. There was a little "there she is" feeling. But that's it. What I'm getting at here Is i think I'm finally done. I'm ready to move on. Actually, I have been moving on. Finally lol... I feel like my love shack class has graduated and I was held back. Cav, Na, u guys still around? Thanks for all the help everyone. I'm sure this isn't the last of me, but it's the closing of one chapter, that's for sure. Notice how i Didn't say book lol. Because knowin me, tomorrow could be a whole nother story.
Philosoraptor Posted July 11, 2013 Posted July 11, 2013 I gotta say that the urge to check at all can show that you aren't truly over things. And while seeing them didn't bother you at the moment, it doesn't mean that they wont slip back in your mind and bother you later.
Author McDonald Posted July 12, 2013 Author Posted July 12, 2013 that is true. It was a sudden urge to just punch in her name. If I was 100% over it, I wouldnt be doing that nor would I have posted on LS to be honest. Nevertheless, It is sooo much better than what is used to be. I would have freaked out big time. but now, its really nothing more than a thought.
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