NYCGuy22 Posted July 8, 2013 Posted July 8, 2013 I posted yesterday that I made the #1 mistake and broke NC after a week. I was hoping to get some answers...anything at all that showed that she still cared. Yesterday was brutal. I went back on the Heartbreak Diet...felt sick all day...and never left my bed. Getting up for work this morning was equally brutal. I felt like it was the morning after the break-up all over again! I cannot accept that its over. Even though there is another guy in the picture, how can someone just throw away 6 years? How does a person just shut off their love like a switch and decide to be with someone else? I want to ask her all these things again today. I want to ask her if there is any part of her that still loves me and misses me. For 6 years, she was the only person that could make me feel better. Now, I am trying to get comfort from the same person that is causing me all this pain? When the heck will I stop feeling this way? When will I stop thinking about her? And how do I get the thoughts out of my mind that she will wake up and realize she made a mistake and come back? But do I really want her back after what she has done? I know I'm not the only one in the world that has experience this - but I keep asking myself WHY ME? Our relationship was everything I ever wanted in life. We were inseperable and I really thought she was my soul mate. Why is it so easy for women to just up and leave the minute someone else catches their eye? And why is it so easy for her to just move on and act like I am nothing to her anymore? I'm sorry for rambling, but I need to get this all out. I'm not sure what words of comfort or advice anyone has, but anything would help at this point.
eddyctv Posted July 8, 2013 Posted July 8, 2013 Dude I am in the same boat as you...asking myself the same dumb questions...its been about a month for me. There is NO WAY I am contacting her tho. I don't want to hear how she is with someone else and get my heart ripped out. BUT...you are young, single, living in NYC (i'm assuming) jeez go live it up! It HELPS to make plans, constantly, with friends, going out, having hobbies, etc...sometimes I'll do a stretch of time without thinking about her, and i think "wow, i cant believe i did that". You can do it. MAN UP! YOLO!
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