I lost him..How do I get over this?

[so_mo34]

I have been friends with this guy for 3 years, but we didn't start sleeping together until after 2 years. Anyways we were seeing each other for a year and he liked me a lot (he told my friend) but he never told me to my face exactly. I always liked him too, but I was in a bad place back then, a lot going on so I just held it in and ignored those feelings. I wasn't ready for a boyfriend anyways as I had a lot of straightening out to do.

 

Anyways one day we got in a fight because he was having me drive him around which i don't mind but I got angry because he didn't say thank you so I snapped at him when he commented on my driving. It's like i was subconciously pushing him away and at the time I thought it was for the best. Anyways i ended up moving away for 4 months to get my **** together. I recently moved back and all of a sudden my feelings for him started to surface and it finally hit that i loved him. I found out he has a girlfriend. I ran into him at this event and he was friendly and I told him I was sorry for that night.

 

He then later sent me a message being kind of flirty even though he had a girlfriend..Then he invited me to this event a few days later and his girlfriend was there. She is a really nice girl, but I was dying inside seeing them together. They been together for 2 months. Now i find out today that they are moving in together next month.. Now I ****ed everything up and it's too late. Why do I love him now all of a sudden? it took all that time to realize it.

 

I don't know what to do now. He is still my friend but he moved on now it's going to hurt when I see them together. What should I do? I feel like it's all my fault. I feel like dying because I'm so stupid

Edited July 8, 2013 by a LoveShack.org Moderator
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[Talulah]

He sucks, he really does suck. But he found someone else, he did not wait for you. So now the best revenge would be to move on and to find someone else.

Good luck