LostGirl11 Posted July 7, 2013 Posted July 7, 2013 (edited) Just posting this for my own sanity really. Feeling just as bad as I did yesterday. Is that it? Is that the anger stage finished? Am I going to go down hill again? I'm not sure why but I feel worse on hot sunny days.... It's that time of the month so I'm putting it down to that.... (Don't mean to gross out the guys) Damn you mother nature!! Am I going to feel like this every month? I want to get into bed and never wake up. Meh meh meh. Edited July 7, 2013 by LostGirl11
Author LostGirl11 Posted July 7, 2013 Author Posted July 7, 2013 I hear you on the going to bed and not waking back up part lol. I know you're being sarcastic, but I wouldn't even literally mind that happening at this point. No, really, I literally want that happening too. Or waking up to not being able to remember a thing from the past 2 years... 1
BC1980 Posted July 7, 2013 Posted July 7, 2013 No, really, I literally want that happening too. Or waking up to not being able to remember a thing from the past 2 years... I felt that way at times for the first few weeks. I knew it would pass because everyone goes through break ups. People get divorced everyday, and they make it somehow. How long has it been since you broke up or went NC?
iouaname Posted July 7, 2013 Posted July 7, 2013 I feel the same! At least, today. Some days I feel okay, and then others I feel so terrible that I just want to sleep the entire day away. There have been nights where I go to sleep with the comfort of knowing that eventually, I will be dead and none of this will matter. I know that that's an awful mindset, it's just the most comforting thing for me during those times. A mutual friend of mine and my ex passed away recently so we got back in touch, and then my dad was hospitalized around the same time so we spoke again. It set me back more than it comforted me, I think, only because he doesn't seem to care at all.
Author LostGirl11 Posted July 7, 2013 Author Posted July 7, 2013 I felt that way at times for the first few weeks. I knew it would pass because everyone goes through break ups. People get divorced everyday, and they make it somehow. How long has it been since you broke up or went NC? Almost 4 weeks. Feel like it's creeping up on me. You know when you're drinking way too fast and feel fine, then the next minute you can hardly stand then you pass out because the alcohol has been creepy?
aloneinaz Posted July 7, 2013 Posted July 7, 2013 Almost 4 weeks. Feel like it's creeping up on me. You know when you're drinking way too fast and feel fine, then the next minute you can hardly stand then you pass out because the alcohol has been creepy? Give it some time. Your period is playing with you emotions, im sure. I'm 6 weeks and have "waves" or periods where I feel sad, hurt but they pass after a couple of hours. It's normal and as more time passes, it will become easier and easier..
Hattifattener Posted July 7, 2013 Posted July 7, 2013 I've only just found this forum but just wanted to say I totally get what you mean about hot sunny days making it worse. Everyone seems to be out enjoying themselves but I just feel like closing the blinds and going back to bed. Plus feel like I should've been doing something fun with my (ex)boyfriend. I try to make plans with other people but if they get cancelled for any reason it feels way more devastating than it should. They don't realise I was relying on them distracting me from the misery!
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