I think I will write my ex about my feelings and I have a reason

[halaluyaa]

Pals,

 

My reason will not seem like a reason but more of an excuse but I'm really having so much pain here because I'm full of feelings.

 

I really love her and I really want her. And there is so much thing to let out from inside of me. I want her to know these.

 

I feel like life is passing we are getting older and when I look back from future I will always be angry to myself or regret that I didn't write her. I will always think "what would happen if I wrote her" and this will eat me up inside.

 

What would worst happen?

 

If she laughs at me, I don't care.

If she doesn't give a ****, I don't care because I think she is moving on already.

If she reply and have a closure too, it is okay.

 

Am I thinking so wrong? I really need some advice before doing thiis.

[Talulah]

Why don't you just write the letter and not give it to her? It's good to write your feelings out. I think that this is the most helpful way to deal with it.

[halaluyaa]

Why don't you just write the letter and not give it to her? It's good to write your feelings out. I think that this is the most helpful way to deal with it.

 

But I want her to know about my feelings. Because she called me 2 weeks ago. Even though she said she doesn't want to mix my mind or anything, maybe she wanted me back. I don't know.

[Talulah]

If she doesn't want to mix your mind then she should leave you alone. But if you feel like you must write a letter and it will make you feel better. Just don't regret it later.

[halaluyaa]

If she doesn't want to mix your mind then she should leave you alone. But if you feel like you must write a letter and it will make you feel better. Just don't regret it later.

 

I might regret it ofcourse but at least my mind will be relaxed.

[Talulah]

Your call then. Good luck