Chrisal23 Posted July 6, 2013 Posted July 6, 2013 Hello everyone, Today I'm feeling good or bad idk? It's been 6 days of NC with my ex and i understand that its still fresh. A lot of things still bother me and I've gotten advice here as well as from my family and friends. Idk if i miss her or have a strong dislike for her almost hating her. I feel mad at myself for begging so many times and loosing my dignity as it feels like. I broke NC of 1 week after going to her graduation. We saw each other a couple times during the week and she still kissed me and let me hold her hand. This was a stupid mistake I made but I guess it felt good at least feeling like she was mine. After I texted her last week to chill she said no. After getting that no I felt angry and promised to myself that I would leave her the hell alone. At this point I shouldnt be mad because I keep going to her and keep getting hurt. Well right now I'm glad that at least I havent spoken to her and I feel like I'm getting my respect back from myself that is but I still feel kinda sad. Ugh this really sucks!
StrongLass Posted July 6, 2013 Posted July 6, 2013 It gets easier with time. Seriously. Chin up Chrisal23! If you need any suggestions for coping there's lots of great suggestions here: Coping - LoveShack.org Community Forums 1
Pisces13 Posted July 6, 2013 Posted July 6, 2013 Let her go man, you will feel so much better for it. My ex screwed me around a lot post breakup, breadcrumbs, stringing me along, the works, but eventually (got there slowly lol) I've grown tired of it. I feel stupid for letting myself be treated like that, but hey, you live and learn. Eventually you will get to the stage where you say "enough is enough", and you will realize that she is bad for your health. I've just gotten to that stage now myself. Any contact with her now will only hamper your efforts moving forward though, that is why you need to cut her loose. 2
Author Chrisal23 Posted July 6, 2013 Author Posted July 6, 2013 you guys are awesome! thanks for replying it feels good to know I'm heard and that some of you went past the same things. I'm feeling like that too that I've had enough. I'm not planning on contacting her and I'm finally not looking at my phone hoping to get a text from her. I have a looong way to go but I will get there! 2
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