bluecrabroll Posted July 3, 2013 Posted July 3, 2013 Haven't talked to her in a little over 4 months of NC and I've been doing fine. Recently graduated and moving home in a month so she's been on a mind a little. Bitter sweet that we had planned to settle down after we both graduated and I'm moving home to be closer to her. Well anyway I bread crumbed myself by accident today. I had forgotten that we synced our calenders. The whole time we were together it was never used and now all of a sudden since graduation her last 4 months of activity have been synced to mine and shows up on my phone calender. She must have forgotten that we synced as well so I found out she's going to a wedding, etc. It stung a little and this small breadcrumb tells me I've still some strong feelings for her. Just graduated, new job, relocating, essentially new life. It's time to leave the bad past behind me and move forward. What a crap year! But to take one last jab in- it sucks what she did to me. I moved cross country to be with her and her prior relationships were abusive. I wanted a commitment, helped her in her career, showed her the world and we have unforgettable experiences. Took her to Jiro's in Japan dammit. Such a bitter sweet ending that she decides to destroy a 3 year serious/intimate relationship at the age of 31 and I'm forgotten so easily. Now with another guy. What luck! No regrets, it's her loss and I hope she realizes real love is hard to find one day.
mtnbiker3000 Posted July 3, 2013 Posted July 3, 2013 Haven't talked to her in a little over 4 months of NC and I've been doing fine. Recently graduated and moving home in a month so she's been on a mind a little. Bitter sweet that we had planned to settle down after we both graduated and I'm moving home to be closer to her. Well anyway I bread crumbed myself by accident today. I had forgotten that we synced our calenders. The whole time we were together it was never used and now all of a sudden since graduation her last 4 months of activity have been synced to mine and shows up on my phone calender. She must have forgotten that we synced as well so I found out she's going to a wedding, etc. It stung a little and this small breadcrumb tells me I've still some strong feelings for her. Just graduated, new job, relocating, essentially new life. It's time to leave the bad past behind me and move forward. What a crap year! But to take one last jab in- it sucks what she did to me. I moved cross country to be with her and her prior relationships were abusive. I wanted a commitment, helped her in her career, showed her the world and we have unforgettable experiences. Took her to Jiro's in Japan dammit. Such a bitter sweet ending that she decides to destroy a 3 year serious/intimate relationship at the age of 31 and I'm forgotten so easily. Now with another guy. What luck! No regrets, it's her loss and I hope she realizes real love is hard to find one day. Oh man, what a crappy story! Well congrats on the new life. I'm sure good things are coming your way!! My ex just turned 32 and kind of a similar story. 3 years together loaded with good times, travelling, and great compaionship. Oh well. What can ya do??
Nyclovin Posted July 3, 2013 Posted July 3, 2013 Similar situation for me I was with her for over 4 1/2 years truelove is hard-to-find and she just threw the way don't know if she'll ever realize it I don't know if it even matters because I know she'll never come back but the bottom line is how can throw away something that's so special for no real reason?
Author bluecrabroll Posted July 3, 2013 Author Posted July 3, 2013 Yeah what can we do? Trying to move on is hardest and relocating back home where her and I are from the same town is going to be harder... but we must make the jump and find happiness within ourselves.
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