Fmf Posted June 30, 2013 Posted June 30, 2013 I'm 18 she is 17 she saved my life from drugs so we grew weird into the partying stage kind of kept it from eachother ended up screwing us over in the end, she dumped me a week ago + she is leaving for college in a few months, just in the last week it seems her life is 10 thousand times better than it was the whole time we were together. I took for granted our relationship for sure, now I will do anything to get her back, she had a massive grad party last night and it killed me one not to be there and two not to say anything to her, I don't think she really cares because I think she just looks back at our relationship as a restriction which in a way it was but I would do Anythig to be able to be with her and let everything flow free and no restrictions I really want her back even though I know she probably talked **** about me all nightt especially while she was dancing with her nice new guy friends. What do I do I need help....
PalomaRose Posted July 1, 2013 Posted July 1, 2013 I would suspect that she has moved on. But, if you feel that strongly for her, perhaps take a deep think about why she left you. Ask yourself if you can change any of that. If you think in all honesty that you can, then tell her. Tell her you care, you believe you can change, you want to give it another chance. Remember though, she may well say no and this will cause you a great deal of pain. Are you ready for that? Are you also ready to accept that if she does take you back, as she is moving you will be entering a long distance relationship. Is that what you want? You have a choice here, but its a big one and one that could go quite badly for you if she does not feel the same. Seriously think if over, best of luck whatever your decision is.
jerryh Posted July 1, 2013 Posted July 1, 2013 Only time will tell, but like everyone says its a great healer.
Author Fmf Posted July 1, 2013 Author Posted July 1, 2013 I have been seriously thinking most of the days it hurts to think that I purely affected this so much and didnt do my part it kills me that I possibly have ran her away from me for good. For now I'm going to write down everything I've ever done wrong the way I feel and the things I've done to change, after that I'm going to compose a hand written letter seal it and put it in my room until the day before she leaves for college August 20, on that day im going to drop the letter off on her car and hope for the best. It probably the worst feeling knowing you could have made so many better memories and possibly lasted for ever if I wasn't so young and dumb. I'm sure she is feeling reliefs at the moment that's why for now I'm going to wait and hope that when she gets the letter she will be thinking more about me in a positive way rather than relieved I'm gone
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