theonlyjuan Posted June 29, 2013 Posted June 29, 2013 Sort of 2 problems/issues Me and my ex are meant to be friends but it's been 1 week since we last spoke. She made the first move with getting in touch the last two times, I guess it's up to me now. When we do talk it's all a bit short and awkward. I think I'm responsible for a lot of that. I just don't know how I should act, I never end up being myself. I don't know how often she wants to speak to me. I do want to be friends but at the same time, I don't want to know certain things about her life. For most of the week I have felt ok and happy at times. Today I just feel a bit weird about things. I want to talk to her but I don't want loads of feelings to come up again. I've not really thought about things much lately. Today the thought of her being with someone else came up and it's got to me a bit. I'm not crying or anything, just a bit disappointed and down. I haven't really been out lately, we have some of the same friends. My friend is her brother so I tend to not go out with that group at the moment. I do think I need a bit of female companionship, just a friend to talk to and take my mind off my ex. I do have girl friends but none that I feel comfortable texting to etc. Just a weird day, these feelings might pass later. It's just annoying! I think I'm starting to feel better but then I randomly feel a bit rubbish again. 1
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