barrelwave Posted June 28, 2013 Posted June 28, 2013 Hi guys, I'm back. After 2 months, I'm still grieving. but i'd like to think that i'm holding it better. Just quit my job because i was working so hard at it not just for the good of my career, but to save up for big plans to travel with her. While in the relationship, I wanted to be financially stable, and show her that I'm improving, one step at a time. Since the breakup, I tried to numb myself at work and ease the pain a little. But I was so unhappy that I could not focus. I did my best, and I left. I needed to breathe. How am I getting by? I did running, meditation, play the guitar, hanged out with friends. We hanged out for movies. So far the distractions has been doing great for myself. The sad and depressing feelings hit me this week, as I make plans to exit my previous company. The workload gets lighter, as I plan my next moves in my life. A better way on the road to recovery? Talk to a friend who's willing to listen an counsel on your behalf. Share your story with a friend. Let those feelings out. Talk about it. if you feel hate and anger, write it out. Vent it on your pillow by throwing some punches. You and I will walk out of it. Love never dies. But for now, renew yourself. Until you can pick yourself up, don't even think of getting together with your ex. Or be with someone new. Make sure you are ready, refreshed and rejuvenated. I did what everyone would do. Try to get and ex back who dumped me. She told me she wasn't even thinking about it. So I stopped trying. When someone's grieving, don't approach them. Being emotional, they may say nasty things just to hurt or blame you. This is just the emotional self acting on self-defence. Let it be. The split is real. The relationship is gone. For now, heal. just learn to be yourself again. Let the pain come and go. Breaking the attachment to those feelings will be tough. Really. That's what I'm experiencing now. To the broken hearted, we are still that attractive men and women we once were. Just broken. Don't beat yourself up. Don't shun away from your vulnerability. A new life awaits all of us. That's my logical mind telling myself, and to all. I'm really still hurting inside. I wanna get out of this. I really do. Let's do this! 1
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