Ikke Posted June 27, 2013 Posted June 27, 2013 (edited) My story is somewhat special amongst most here. And i could use all help i could. I can't tell anyone in my life at this point since due to reasons i need to stay closet gay (well bisexual as i have had a relation and girl crushes). But anywayzzz 3 years ago i join a running team and there is this boy 3 years younger then me. He was hot but quiet. I got a crush pronto. I was a good runner and he admired me that certainly helped our friendship. We got really close but i thought he was still straight so i played it smooth. Still he loved me i thought. We would be close 24/7 either gaming, working out, having fun, .... i slowly pushed it and we had a few romantic moments. But then as he started losing interest i started clinching for dear life and lost all respect. He hates me now. And only talks online when he feels like it. It has been going down for the last 6 months. And got out of hand when i did 4 weeks no contact. He dropped our plans for his plans. And i thought he was starting to see girls. Now here is the deal. last week he has had sex with another guy i heard from one of our friends. I am pretty sure they are together for at least a few weeks now. I am broken more now. Since well he IS GAY. Anything i could try to slowly enter his life again? Edited June 28, 2013 by Ikke
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