allenpo123 Posted June 23, 2013 Posted June 23, 2013 So long story short, we broke up because we didn't have a future together(inter-racial, long-distance), and we maintained NC for a month or so after we broke up. But after that we went from small texts "hello" to voice messages, to video messages, and then eventually facetime for hours... At first I thought it was harmless, but then somehow it became more frequent... Then I started to find myself missing him if I didn't see him for 2 weeks... And he would text me right when I start missing him. Darn! I sent him a text message today saying I think we shouldn't contact each other for a least a month, and he didn't reply. I feel silly hoping he will reply to my "don't contact each other" text... I deleted his number on my phone... And I hope I"ll survive this "one month" NC task............. But I think deep inside, I wish he would contact me even when I said "No contact"............. UGHHH I hate myself for being like this.................
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