dumped

[Mintyalex]

i want to confess some facts of my life i feel these are the reasons for my sufferings well here it goes.

i lost the love of my life he dumped me for another beautiful girl. i dont blame her bcoz she also believed him like i did.

She is a gracious girl believing him like Christ but he attained her by cheating not telling about his past affairs.

everyting was going perfect in our lives i had a gut feeling of he is cheating but bcoz of faith i had in him i brushed it off

i realized my sins only after i started losing everything. i remember an old man groping me when i was small i hated that moment.

i never expected such a disgusting act from him. i thought he was asking for some help but he turned out to be evil thanks to my good side that

i ran from there knowing his intentions. this was the first sin.

i used to get attracted to the opposite sex imagining each and everyone as my prince charming. i was attracted to my next door neighbour who also

reciprocated and going all touchy feely but i somehow curbed myself then he got married and i soon forgot him as he was just a crush.

next came a handsome youth who is an all time flirt peeping around for young ladies everywhere. i fell for him we were just seeing eachother no communications

but still i feel it was a sin because i visualized him as my other half soon he too left and soon i forgot him too as he was just a crush.

then everything went well with few one side crushes untill i actually met my prince charming he is well built fiery eyes. i knew he had a gf whom he loved dearly

but very soon i found that she broke up with him as i was his friend at that time he found me as a supportive shoulder. it was going smoothly we started seeing each other

and soon fell in love my first true love. We love and fight often but quickly make out. we made love to each other i believed him to be my long term partner. my gut feelings told me

to double check on him i checked his mobile it had few flirty texts from girls. i ignored all those i knew he will never leave me but everything broke when he saw that girl

i agree she is pretty than me thats the reason he drooled over her. i got irritated of his behavior and started to stay away from him believing our distance will bring him near to me but it went the opposite

he went over to her i just hate him for dumping me.i was so much into him.he was cheating both of us and when he had tomake a final call he chose her over me i feel he left me bcoz i was watching s*x vids and had s*x chat with few people i got carried away by lust.

by the time i got rid of my addiction i lost him to her.i feel God will never forgive me for the sins i committed

[Enna]

I'm sorry you're suffering like this due to bad people but PLEASE stop torturing yourself with this 'sin' stuff! It's a load of nonsense designed to keep you in check! It's 2013!

 

Read 'The Selfish Gene' and you will feel a lot better.

[Sneaky]

You just fell for a bad person. It's not some punishment and you didn't lose the love of your life, though it might feel that way now; this person was a liar and a cheater and you will be better off without him in the long run.