Simpleoldschool Posted June 19, 2013 Posted June 19, 2013 So now that i can see through a clearer lense. Well, life gets better. Been doing the whole dating thing. Nothing to my fancy . Out of the blue i get an IM from an ex. The only one that both looked good and i really dont have any complaints about. Long story short we got toghether last evening and stayed up in the morning hours. It was actually nice. She was very apologetic about her decision to cut ties and that she mad a bad choice. 2 years have passed and she still has all of our photos toghether. She showed me her favorties. She actually wanted to talk about why i got married, to who and most shockingly why i never asked her to tie the knot. To be honest i didnt understand how the question was relavent. She kept all the stuff i left over at her place. She told me everything that happened between us was the truth on her part. That it was all real and she kept all of my stuff because it was an important part of her life. She relunctantly asked me if i wanted any of it back and i said that she can leep it. Her reaponse was "good" and supposedly she wears my shirts as a daily thing. Am i to beilieve that she wears it to make her feel close to me. I guarenteed myself that i wouldnt allow any emotions to come back but they are. Wierd thing also is she calls me sir. Went by her salon and she gave me a free haircutt because she says she likes me better the "old" way. The way my hair use to look. I have no megative feelings towards her. She said she was happy i wasnt upset woth her. I dont think her new friends like me though. We talked about how much fun we use to have. Am i to understand something is forming here? Im not trying to push anything in a direction. She is a good woman and being a part of my life again i fear ever ruining something good as it is ever again. I am afraid to ask her what all of this means. What im suppose to understand. As an addition when i left her place, she gave me a big hug and a kiss on the cheek which i returned. I couldnt understand if it was friendly or something else. I beilieve we both like eachother and she said she wanted me to come back to her place today. More time toghether? Im interested to see what will become of this but i beilieve its best to just let it all happen. I cant let everything happen i have to be assertive in certain ways. I havent fealt like this in awhile. But being hurt, is something i want us both to avoid. Regardless of whether or not i love this person intimately i do love this person. This is all crazy. Any opinions?
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