ddlovexx Posted June 18, 2013 Posted June 18, 2013 (edited) Hey all, So I go out to local bars a few times a week to play in a beer pong tourney with friends. He usually works Monday nights so I didn't expect to see him... but he showed. First time I've seen him since the break up, about a month ago. Actually, today is his one-month anni with the girl he left me for. My heart was beating out of my chest at first but then I eased. I laughed and smiled and talked to my friends. I played beer pong. I BEAT HIM AT BEER PONG :laugh: I shook his hand and said good game. I ran into him near the bathroom, I said "Hi" and he said "How are ya"... and that was to the extent of which we communicated. I realized how happy I am without him. I was able to smile and enjoy my night instead of being wrapped up in this d-bag. I do miss him a little, I think I miss "us" really but I have to leave the past in the past. I let a tear fall on the way home and sucked the rest up. Life goes on, I will be okay. Maybe one day he will realize how great a girl and relationship he lost, maybe one day he'll regret breaking my heart, or maybe he wont... but either way it's feels ****ing great to be okay. Edited June 18, 2013 by ddlovexx 2
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