Mws Posted June 18, 2013 Posted June 18, 2013 Hey so id like to say im pretty sure I lost the love of my life we broke up a year ago and then rekindled about 2 months later to only have the same thing happen again. I suffer from Bipolar disorder which makes me very up and down and sometimes depressed. She left me saying she wasnt in love with me anymore and needed space so i gave her space and one week later she is in another relationship. When we first started dating it was something so amazing we where bestfriends and couldnt stand to be appart even for a few hours that lasted 4 years until we broke up and she slept with a few guys and realized that she liked me that hurt me so much i took her back but it was never the same. I think i ****ed up or something by begging her but now she has cut off all contact and changed her number. I am so sad and heartbroken its been a month now and I love her to death. Being realistic I dont think she is ever going to come back. It has crushed me so bad and shaken my confidence in myself that i cant even look at other girls or think they would find me attractive. I dont know what to do anymore and needed to vent somewhere. I feel really alone
Psaphyre Posted June 18, 2013 Posted June 18, 2013 Hey, I'm a new member and I've already overdosed and got put in a mental health facility all because I lost my gf and turned depressed and suicidal and cried everyday. Now I bawl my eyes out every 2 days. It subsides slowly believe it or not. o.d'g and the mental facility all in 2 months. I know how bad it can get, trust me. What you need to do is just work on yourself. I am telling you right now, forget her and just work on you. The future is unpredictable. I know how it is to not look at girls or not feel attractive. My ex sent some guy a picture of herself a week after she broke up with me, you think I don't feel ugly? Ignore her and love yourself. Work on yourself. You are valuable, you're a human being and you're special as F!#@, never forget that. If it is someone that you think of as a soul mate, you need to leave that to higher powers and just work on you in the meantime. Who are they to ignore you and not want to talk, yet you're the one dying to talk to them? Are they THAT more special than you? Be strong and hang in there. Forgive her and yourself and move on. My heart goes out to you.
Psaphyre Posted June 18, 2013 Posted June 18, 2013 People never know what they have until it's gone. Appreciate yourself and be kind to yourself. It takes a very amazing human being/soul to care so much for someone. You're greater than you think you are.
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