pasteurization Posted June 16, 2013 Posted June 16, 2013 I have some special circumstances that make it hard to maintain No Contact, and especially hard to forgive myself. I met her right after my divorce, and I was, I think, a bit crazy with wanting to see a lot of women. I have no idea why she stuck by me during this time---I definitely wasn't a great boyfriend. After time, I settled down, but I had already lost her trust, and she eventually pulled away. She wants to be friends and is very nice to me. I tried the friend thing for a while, but it was driving me crazy--I wanted her back--so I told her I needed NC to get over her, and she was very understanding. Now I'm in the usual panic / abandonment stage and I want to break the NC, but I'm the one who initiated it, and going back to the "just friends" thing is too painful. I also can't direct any blame toward her for breaking up with me---it's my fault and I'm having a hard time forgiving myself. I feel stuck. Any help would be appreciated.
PR08 Posted June 16, 2013 Posted June 16, 2013 What are your 'special circumstances' ? Do you guys work together or something?
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