AussieLady Posted June 14, 2013 Posted June 14, 2013 I am so angry right now. I have been so proud of myself that I made it to 2 weeks NC. It has been a struggle but it has really helped to cement that I am doing the right thing concentrating on my marriage. But then, he sends me a message! I am not responding...not responding....not responding. But why every time my phone goes do I get excited it might be him? So over this. I know I brought it on myself and may I never look at another man again!! Just needed to vent
Mount Posted June 14, 2013 Posted June 14, 2013 (edited) I think "NC" is mostly the point to LET GO from your thoughts and mind. In my case, even though 10 days ago the MM decided to go back wife one day after telling wife wanting separateion and left home in motion, and I fully accepted that and agree the ending of affair. In my mind I know this affair is ended. The MM expressed that too when he just went back home. Nevertheless, we work together, although no need to see each in person. The communiation since that day is mainly about work, I did not initiate any other communication. A few days ago MM also sent message non-related to work, then stating he still so lost that losing lifetime friend and confidant, and still love me, and still don't understand how he can love two people...etc, and also wish he and me can continue being friend....so on. Again, all above right now seem to be so unrelated to me anymore, because I have let him go...very far away. Edited June 14, 2013 by Mount
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