BLS Posted June 13, 2013 Posted June 13, 2013 (edited) Today I went on a date, my first date with a new person in about 3 years. It was a pretty lousy date, honestly. The girl was painfully shy and I'm sure neither of us had a very good time. It doesn't help that it was this particular girls first ever date. Last night I had a dream my ex was acting like a whore and coming on to me. I rejected her. I believe that whether my ex is in a new relationship or not, she is not the same person I knew and loved. That person is gone and maybe never existed. It's been a weird day, I haven't felt compelled to post in a little while. The fact that this girl was such obviously not a match made me a bit sad, however I'm very glad that I am comfortable with letting this new girl go so easily. Today I saw progress with regards to be OK on my own. However, considering the lousy time I had, I am looking back fondly on memories with my Ex. I don't really know how to feel right now, all I feel is blank right now. Edited June 13, 2013 by BLS
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