bornbroken Posted June 13, 2013 Posted June 13, 2013 Ahhhh I feel terrible!! I challenged myself to go 30 days nc with my ex. My story is in a previous thread but basically I lost all self control and began to beg for her back. Of course, she stopped replying to me which made me feel worse. Anyway, I am on day 6 of nc and beginning to feel a little more self worth when God decided to strike me down!! Basically, my e-mail account got hacked and sent a load of spam e-mail out....and her e-mail address was one of them! Now, I know this isn't my fault but I just wanted to vanish from her life and then this happens! I can imagine her rolling her eyes as my name pops up. In addition, my e-mail has been hacked a few times when we were together and she always used to reply telling me I'd been hacked. Of course, when she dosnt reply this time it's just going to remind me how far gone she is! Man, no matter what I do I can't seem to get a break!!!
Author bornbroken Posted June 13, 2013 Author Posted June 13, 2013 In hindsight that is what I should of done but it dosnt change what happened today
starlet86 Posted June 13, 2013 Posted June 13, 2013 Don't beat yourself up, I break NC everyday. Hey, I tell my ex I am doing NC when I am meant to be doing NC. I suck at it. I am just letting things go as they are.
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