Struggling to understand her. Now just a quick kiss, and she pulled away first.

[autumn2]

Had a great few official and unofficial dates. After a couple of outings together, we made out. We have made out about three times total at two different places. We last made out on our last date on Saturday.

 

However, something caught my attention yesterday. I saw her yesterday before her uni exam and then afterwards we had dinner and coffee (she insisted on paying for both our dinners which I realize is a positive sign). However, before her test and at the end of last night, we just had a quick 1/2 second kiss on the lips before leaving. And she pulled away first.

 

Maybe I'm over-analysing, but perhaps we made out too quickly? And this is why she didn't kiss for longer both times? Admittedly, I was quite tired last night. I'm not good at reading her to determine what she is feeling/thinking. We admitted we liked each other two weeks ago, but I feel like I'm trying too hard to please her - and feeling a bit drained because of it (unless it was just because I was feeling tired yesterday). I still feel nervous with her, because I feel I'm still trying to win her approval. Also, she has such a lovely and friendly nature/personality, but I just keep thinking that she probably acts this friendly with all of her friends too (whom I have not met). So maybe our positive encounters are just typical for her, and not that special, if you know what I mean? (Whereas they are for me).

 

We have another date tomorrow day, maybe this will all blow over. But should I bring any of this up with her? Or just see how everything plays out?..

[todreaminblue]

hey autumn,

 

 

just see how it plays out....to me kissing on the lips even if it is a quick kiss is intimate and reserved for only the ones i love......lip kissing is intimate.

 

you cant really judge how she feels about kissing i guess until you know her better and that will come with time...it is early days for you ...i wish you the best...just relax....and have fun....don't drain yourself worrying......it will take away your enjoyment...and hers...good luck...deb

[autumn2]

Yeah I think you're right.. She did tell me at one point that I was her first kiss, as she just didn't click with her previous and first boyfriend in highschool. So I know kissing is important to her.

 

It just seems all a little bit too good to be true, and I just don't want to screw it up. Yeah, I think I just need to relax.. Thanks blue