Author mfleck91 Posted June 15, 2013 Author Posted June 15, 2013 Thanks Tara, I've read that article before and agree with what it says. I was doing so well until last night too. There are more details as well, details I am not proud of that I wish I could go back on. During my emotional fit in the middle of the night I did some checking in, yes I know it's bad. What I found devastated me. I'll save you all the details, but I found out that my ex is indeed sleeping with this other guy. She gave up her virginity to him even though I was with her for 4 years and she was never ready. Part of me hates myself for finding out, like its the consequence of breaking NC. The other part of me feels like I was supposed to see it. The fact that i dreamt about it and it turned out to be true is weird, and all on her birthday.
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