I miss her. I wrote her

[cdt76]

It's been 6 months. I still miss her like crazy. I've dated but no one seems to compare. I wrote her on facebook. Ugh.....Ugh...

[maturityassets]

Did you give anyone else a fair chance to compare? I mean I loved my ex so much, and I still love her as a person I was once close to, but that time has passed between her and I. I know it feels like your ex is different than every other girl, that's because she is different in her own way, but that doesn't mean you can't be attracted to others. Sometimes it just takes a while to find that other person. That person who says you make them want to be a better person, who finds you cute in the little things you do like just getting serious about your conversation, who admires how confident you are in your own skin. There will always be another who will find those things in you, if you display what makes you, you.

Now back to your ex, sometimes a relationship just runs its course. The chemistry just isn't there to maintain you guys. Some people are fine when things get steady and there is less intimacy involved but others sometimes need that intimacy to re-assure why they are in a relationship.

[cdt76]

I don't know. I'm just angry. On the verge of writing her some real negative stuff. But for now am holding off.

[cdt76]

I think I'm just tired of looking for my special someone. I wanted it to be her and I wanted the search to finally be over. I don't want to let the idea of her go. I wanted the whole single life to be finished. I wanted the family that we had. I guess I'm just done with being single.

[chinacat sunflower]

At least you guys are still friends on facebook and she totally doesn't hate your guts or anything. My ex and I have been broken up for 6 months and he deleted me out of his life completely. You might think it would make it easier for me to move on, but nope. Not me. It could always be worse. Cheer up and I hope you feel better soon