The Introvert Posted June 17, 2013 Posted June 17, 2013 Is the struggle for life, relationships, love, work, etc., really worth it? Lately i have had a philosophical debate going on in my mind if any of it matters at all. I am 44, never had a girlfriend or even sex. Never believed either was possible which was the result of years of verbal abuse by a alcoholic parent. I continually struggle financially. Been out of work this time for roughly seven months through no fault of my own. New owner for the property i managed kept me just long enough to put the tenant info on their system. Which means i am stuck living with at home, paying weekly rent to do so. I bring my own food in, do my own laundry etc. Putting up with verbal abuse. If it wasn't for photography and the group i belong to plus working out at the gym with my cousin, who is more sister than cousin, i would have lost my mind years ago. At 44 a person should have his life together. I can't seem to attain this goal nor a relationship or a family of my own. Is the struggle really worth it? I identify with you well save for the point that your mom verbally abused you, I am sorry about that....I grew up fatherless and I know your situation might befall me too (am 20).Well, don't grey your hair worrying about your state just pray about it.
Author jma500 Posted June 24, 2013 Author Posted June 24, 2013 Hate and jealous of how it is impossible for women to be a late bloomer like the OP Never hate. Hate is poison for your heart and soul. 1
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