Jaded Or Even Emotionally Spent.

[L1ght]

You ever reach the point where you know what you are looking for and what your desire from potential lovers but since your last serious relationship you just can't find any emotional wealth to invest into building anything new with anyone? That's where I find myself now.....whenever I start building something with someone I always end up telling myself its a waste of time and that all my efforts are just gonna be wasted as everything falls apart eventually anyway. I used to enjoy meeting new people and building a relationship with them but now I'm certainly not giving the best of myself cos I simply don't have the energy or faith to invest in one at this particular moment in time.