ottoline Posted June 10, 2013 Posted June 10, 2013 I wake up and feel this tremendous ache that just makes me cry and cry. I want him back so much. I know if I contacted him now he would be very nice and tell me that he loved me and that I would feel better. But the fact that I haven't contacted him since Wednesday and he hasn't made any effort to contact me just makes me feel so awful. I don't know if he is just trying to give me space or what. I see him on chat and it hurts so much to resist talking to him -- I have so much I want to tell him. I desperately want him to just say hi! Are the early days of NC the hardest? When will I feel better? I just want to talk to him so much This feeling must be so hard on the heart! I feel like I'm going to die.
aras Posted June 10, 2013 Posted June 10, 2013 Please stick to NC. If he feels any remorse, any feeling for you, he will make a genuine (not some text) effort to get in touch with you. Breaking NC before that will only hurt you further. Be strong! 1
TaraMaiden Posted June 10, 2013 Posted June 10, 2013 If you break contact now, this feeling will merely return. It doesn't go away if you break NC - it intensifies. There is the possibility it will get worse, before it gets better. This is common, and extremely painful. If you think it's bad now, brace yourself. There may be worse to come. But stick with us, post, vent, cry, scream - whatever works. But whatever you do - Don't break NC.
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