Mimo93 Posted June 9, 2013 Share Posted June 9, 2013 I broke up with my boyfriend 2 days ago. (Me 20, he 19) We have been together for 2 years. I was the one who broke up, because our relationship has got so crazy. It's making both me and him exhausted and sick. But we still love each other. We are in love with each other. And we fall more in love with each other everyday. But it seems like Love is not everything. I love him for everything he is..I love him for being himself. He is also a very attractive guy. Lately we have both been so cold. Because I feel like he doesn't show me love or care anymore and he feels exactly the same back.. It's weird, cuz I feel like I do everything to just see him happy. I do care about him and love him more than I love or care about myself or anyone else. I'm a very jealous girl though. That's one of the reasons why I wanted to end this. I feel sorry for my guy. I'm sick of thinking who he is talkin to, what he is doin, who he is with, if he met or looked at any girl. If his girl friends txted him or talked to him.. And when I know he's at the club or goin to a party with friends, that drives me even more crazy!! What if he finds another girl? What if a girl flirts with him? His friends always have girls around. And I hate that.. So I expect from my guy to actually not go to such places cuz he knows I hate that.. But he doesn't do that.. And ofcourse, I can't control him. So trust is an issue as well.. He does things he knows I hate. That's another thing. He has been out with friends and sleep over and parties a lot lately..I couldn't handle all this. It made me exhausted.. like mentally. I think too much! He's now so hurt.. we have been txtin a couple of times.. But we don't know how to solve this?! I LOVE HIM! and I want to spend my life with him.. But if we continue like this, we will both get crazy I guess. I can't imagine him being with someone else. I can't imagine him kissin another girl.. Today he has been drinkin alot and been out with friends and gettin drunk to forget about me..But we can't stop talkin.. I haven't gotten any sleep or eaten anythin, cuz life is nothin without him. I'm the one who did this. but what's the solution?! Link to post Share on other sites
TaraMaiden Posted June 9, 2013 Share Posted June 9, 2013 Read this, and then understand why you can't rationalise anything sensibly, right now. Link to post Share on other sites
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