sugarbabe Posted June 7, 2013 Posted June 7, 2013 I am currently involved in acommitted relationship myself..Which hasnt been alk hearts and flowers..I am the financial life support for the relationship for almost the entire time of six years..we have one child in common..and have six all tgether..I have often felt the need to end the relationship...because of constant batteling and struggels for respect...its a long story really..I am 34 yrs old and recently have been torn by thoughts of this 27 yr old italian puerto rican who is a vendor for a company I work for...it started as a glance of infactuation on my part...and then he pursued my number..he told me he knew I was incokved with someone and didnt want to step on anyones toes and just wanted to throw that in there..come to find out he was married himself and quite the rico suave...I took the opprotunity to keep talking to him ..I think because I found nyself that much attracted to him I Would jeprodize my own self worth..all knew for me ..well I have now met with him several times and have had two sexual encounters with him..sometimes he will not conact me for a long time..and then he appears out of the blue...his wife out once but he continues to talj to me..he says I am his only other one..Im tbe only one wiling to play the game..havent hward from him much since our last encounter...feeling hurt..I know ai shouldnt expect anything less than hurt feelings out of this..but I cant help.but wonder if he thinks of me..like I do him..I wont just randomly text or call him..he says he likes that..but has also complained about it too?...my bf doesnt excite me much anymore..and my rico excites me....goung out of my mind..because I know this whole thing is wrong and crazy..ust cant help but feel totally infactuated with him..did i mention he is a soldier that just got back.from afganistan..
drr6 Posted June 7, 2013 Posted June 7, 2013 He thinks of you when he wants to get some strange from time to time. 1
thefooloftheyear Posted June 7, 2013 Posted June 7, 2013 He thinks of you when he wants to get some strange from time to time. Yep And thats a FACT.. . TFY 1
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