gotta get him off my mind.

[Christineoil]

So there's this awesome guy... who I have never dated... and will probably never see again.... Ill start from the beginning.

I met this guy at school about 5 months ago. Initially I wasn't attracted to him at all. I thought he was a cool guy,and I admit that we had a charming back and forth, but I was in a long term relationship and had no interest in being more than friends (He didn't seem too interested either). He's not your typical college hunk, he's kind of a "Dwight",(if your familiar with the office).He's kind of a cocky nerd, but I guess I dig that. We had a lot in common so I kind of dug the idea of forming a friendship with him. About two months later, my long relationship ended for other reasons (not because of the awesome guy). I talked a little with a him about what happened and he shared some personal things about his past relationships with me, and I started to think about him a little different. Wednsdays (the day we had the class together), I would dress a little special. For some reason, he just made me want to work on myself more. I kind of switched up my conversational style from a listless "Hey man, hows it goin", to more of a flirty but subtle "hey". I would invite him to go out with me and people in the school organization I was involved with... but he always politely declined my offers. After a short period of time where i just kept putting myself out there with this guy, I gave up to avoid being pathetic. I started dating and meeting some really nice guys that were really into me, but I never really felt a connection with any of them, so I decided to focus on me instead of love for once. I got a new job, and died my hair blonde, and started going ham at the gym 5 times a week. I graduated from college last month, so I figured I would never hear from this guy again. Ah, but alas last week I get a text message that incorporated him being cute into kind of an inside joke we had. So he's back on my mind and I'm bummed. I don't know if I'm still bummed that hes not into me, or just that I'm still so intrigued by him. Either way, I don't want to keep dwelling on nothing, and overanalyzing everything! PLEASE HELP!!!!!