edelveis Posted June 5, 2013 Posted June 5, 2013 Hello,some of you might have read my story.I was dating with a girl but after she lied to me and caught her with another man(lovers or not i dont care) i decided not to forgive her(she asked for forgiveness and to work things out),delete her completely from my life and try to move on no matter how much in love i am. After 10 days of NC i have to admit that life is hard.okay i ve had brake ups again in my life before but nothing compares to this because this time i cant focus my energy on other things very effectively.i cant go to the gym,i spend my whole day at the library but instead of studying i end up thinking of her all the time and i cant sleep.I drink one or two beers every night before i go to bed to make sure i ll be able to sleep.its insane. My life is a torture because i just cant stop thinking about her no matter what i do.I see her blue eyes everywhere.The thought that we are done forever by my choice really terrifies me sometimes.There are times when i have second thoughts like "did i do the right thing" or "maybe it wasnts that bad " but i know that there is no chance me going back to her.But i cant stop missing her and when i see a black hair blue eyed girl at the street i always think its her!its driving me crazy.. A big problem is that her instagram page is not locked and u dont need to be friends with her to look at it so i find myself really often checking it while i shoudlnt.and it drives me nuts seeing that she is still on holidays with her friends and some other guys whom i dont know and might be new flirts.i know i shouldnt care coz i am the one who ended it but i cant deny to myself that i am so much in love with her.if some of you know how to block this site from my laptop please let me know. My conclusion is that even if i am sure that i am never going back on working things out with her even if she contacts me today or one year later,it pains too much and my life has been changed without her..
TaraMaiden Posted June 5, 2013 Posted June 5, 2013 You just need to access the Instagram app from twitter here: then click "Block" (On right, lower down) and all instagram posts will vanish. Of course, you could block her too, as in fact you should.
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