thewrongonee Posted June 5, 2013 Posted June 5, 2013 Hello all, today was a bad day for me. My birthday is coming and the closer it gets here the worst my life is getting for me. Insted of being happy, I'm feeling alone and sad. Sure i have friends, lots of them who want me to throw a party.. but how can i tell them how i feel? I feel as if I'll never be the same person i was when i was with me ex. I constantly feel as if i made a huge mistake and by that mistake I'm suffering from this sadness. She was a good gf that I took for advantage and I shouldve never done that. It sucks. my birthday is in 3 days and i should be happy, but im not. I hate this, i wish i never was in a relationship in the first place. why do we choose to love when it can end so badly and leave one so dead and empty.
Hockeyguy19 Posted June 5, 2013 Posted June 5, 2013 Hello all, today was a bad day for me. My birthday is coming and the closer it gets here the worst my life is getting for me. Insted of being happy, I'm feeling alone and sad. Sure i have friends, lots of them who want me to throw a party.. but how can i tell them how i feel? I feel as if I'll never be the same person i was when i was with me ex. I constantly feel as if i made a huge mistake and by that mistake I'm suffering from this sadness. She was a good gf that I took for advantage and I shouldve never done that. It sucks. my birthday is in 3 days and i should be happy, but im not. I hate this, i wish i never was in a relationship in the first place. why do we choose to love when it can end so badly and leave one so dead and empty. I know the feeling, my ex dumped me 2 weeks before my bday AFTER she planned a surprise bday party for me, it sucked big time. My friends still dragged me out after she told me about it and cancelled it. It wasn't the greatest time but it was still nice to be with friends. I know it sucks, and I know saying its better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all doesn't help but it's true. We choose love because we find a person who lets us fall in love with them, and usually them with us. It sucks when it doesn't work out but one day it will. There are days I wish I never met my ex either but I learned so much and got to experience things that I probably never would have if I wasn't with her. I also took my ex for granted and I feel terrible for it, but in the end I tried, I gave it my all, and it didnt work out. Things will get better, ever so slowly, I promise you. It just takes time and patience, just keep posting here, we are all here to help.
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