we broke up a year ago...

[MIMI01]

So this is my story. I dated a guy for 4.5 years. We met at Med School. To continue my career I had to move to the east coast and he stayed studying medicine abroad. At the beginning everything was cool. We visited each other each two months. Five months after, I noticed that he was acting weird. He didn't have time to talk, send text messages,etc. One day, I decided to call him and asked him what was going on. That day he told me that he wasn't comfortable with our relationship and that he wanted to breakup. I cried and asked him why? or if there was another woman, he said no.It was so difficult for me. He called me a 2 months after just to see how I was doing. By that time, he was with someone else but I noticed that later on. I called him a month after that but he was so arrogant that I decided that it was the last time that I called him. For some reason, I had to travel abroad and went to our Med School. I never told him that I was going there but somehow he noticed and told my friends that he was mad at me because I didnt let him know. So I called him and he told me that we cant see each other because he was out of town. I went to his house, knocked the door...he wasnt there. I called him and he was so arrogant again and told me that I have to move on, that he already moved on. That he can only offer me a friendship, that's it. That there was no space in his life for me. I was devasted. After two months, he called me again. This time crying and saying that he was sorry. That I didnt deserve what he did to me, etc. He had another relationship after me, they got into a fight on New Year's Eve so this person dumped him. So he called me because he was going through this and he was suffering what I suffered. He told me that he want to get back with the person but she said no etc. He called me a few times after that, and he told me you never now if we will end up together....nobody knows the future, etc. I still love you and when I said that I moved on.... I didnt meant it. A month after that, he called me again and he told me that I have to move on...that he didnt feel the same about our relationship...that he still loves me but as a friend etc. I cried again, I was devastated. Because a month before that he was talking that I was unique, that he loves me, that who knows if the end up together etc and now this. So I told him that I love him, that my life was a disaster without him, that it was the worst year, etc. He said NO. Then he text me a month after asking if I found a job? I didnt answer, so he asked again...i didnt answer. He sent me a birthday message which I never reply. He told my bestriend that he really wanted to be my friend, that he loves me, but for now he just can be my friend. She told him to leave me alone. What I should do? I still love him. But I know that he loves the other person that he dated after me, that he still has the hope to get back with her even though she doesnt want to. He begs. I have no contact with him. He hasnt try to call me or anything. I think that he doesnt love me anymore or he never love me. What I should do?