LostGirl11 Posted June 2, 2013 Posted June 2, 2013 (edited) I'm generally fine during the day, I'm not crying all the time, I don't dwell on the good times we had and I'm getting good at putting my feelings first and having the '**** him attitude' I think I'm indifferent to the whole thing now, it's all too tarnished to even worry about about the 'What if's' Yeah, my appetite has been slighty affected but I think that's due to the stress of it all, not the loss. So, I go to bed fine and I'm actually sleeping better, probably because I know I won't be waking up to drama! But as I wake up I feel extremely angry and anxious and want to call him to tell him how much of a horrible person he is. I get myself so worked up that I shake and feel out of control. Then I go back to sleep, wake up, and I'm fine again! Like it never happend, then I just get up and get on with my day....with the '**** him attitude' It's like my brain is trying to remind me of him! I just don't understand why this keeps happening early every morning, around 5/6am. Edited June 2, 2013 by LostGirl11
Giha Posted June 2, 2013 Posted June 2, 2013 I'm afraid ups and downs cannot be avoided...just gotta power through them. Stay strong. You will be fine
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