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5 years later and he still makes my heart beat faster...

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By Cindy82
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Hi all

 

I am not going to bore you all with all the small details but I am digging myself such a deep hole that I am going to have a mental breakdown.

I recently discovered that my ex's twins is attending the same preschool as my son. It's been 5 years since I saw my ex and not a day has gone by where I don't think of him so the overwhelming curiosity started setting in which led to me stalking my ex at the preschool parking lot. I started leaving earlier in the mornings to drop my son off before leaving for work hoping I would get a glance at my ex.

 

At first I thought it was a lost cause as I couldn't recognize any of the men but on the 4th day he pulled up right next to me. I had such a fright and immediately looked the other way; my heart beating out my chest, palms getting sweaty and feeling very nervous I couldn't help but to have a second glance. He is still as attractive as I remember him and judging from his car I can tell he is very wealthy now which makes me curious on what is going on in his life.

 

Since that day I literally can't get him out of my head as all the memories came flashing back and now it is reaching a point where I have sexual dreams of my ex. I know what I am doing is wrong and that I should "focus" on my own marriage, but my husband spends 12 hours a day playing online games and are more concerned about his online stats than his family and this is not even going into small details like our horrible sex life.

 

I am contemplating whether I should approach my ex or not as I really need that special friend right now. I really need some insights or opinions on how to handle this situation that I am in

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metal_chick Established Member

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No! No, no, no! Do not approach him. Stop stalking him. Just stop.

 

The game you're playing is incredibly dangerous and will end badly for everyone. Stop. Go back to dropping your kid of when he's not there.

 

Do not do this. If your husband is a loser, this is NOT the answer.

Tinie Established Member

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Woa, your one way ticket to having an affair that could destroy your family. That is, if he feels that way about you. You're having dreams of this ex and whatever because he's unattainable. I don't know why but lots of people find that attractive.

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